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December 2018 - Carmen

Alzheimers / Fifth Dimension / Tunnel of Light / Jesus & Mary Magdalena / Inner Earth Beings / Pets / Communicating with Those Who Have Died / Moving on After Death

Track 1  
Alzheimer's. Observing the apparency of a disease in order to understand it. Fear. Withdrawal. Usually unconscious. / What is 5th dimension? Our quantum theorists talk about 4th & 5th dimensions in relation to spatial concepts - but in real terms, there is no point - because the dimensional realities are different for different people. Dimensional reality is really about frequency. Thoughts, dreams, imagination, out-of-body experiences - all can shift our dimensional reality. We are constantly shifting & moving around. Do not be surprised by anything! / Perception & simultaneity.Track 2
Near-death experiences, and the Tunnel of Light. A gateway into the Universal consciousness. Meeting our loved ones in a place of non-separation. Pre-death beliefs affecting our after-death experiences. / Jesus & the Magdalena were both spiritual teachers. She was never a prostitute, but was labelled such by political orders of the day who feared women of power, & wished to maintain a system where women were treated as second-class citizens. The idea construct & religion we have associated with Jesus is not based on the truth of the person's existence.
Track 3
The Inner Earth civilisation exists in a different dimensional frequency to those of us living on the surface of the planet. Usually people make contact with them quite by accident - however, we could experiment with stepping through the crystal portal of our Inner Room... The Inner Earth People have a whole world - very beautiful. It is not like living in caves, you know. / Aliens in human form, living amongst us. Explorers.
Track 4
The physical integrity of creatures, animals. They have no judgement about their physicality, or leaving it. / What are the dearly departed doing now? They are in the fullness of being, joyfully merging into this extraordinary, expanded consciousness.
Track 5
Communicating with those who have died - no hard & fast rules. What is the wish of the being? How connected are we? We can initiate communication. / Electrical energy can interact with the dreaming state. / Re-incarnation is simply multitudinous lifetimes occurring simultaneously. It is not a line at all. The bicycle wheel analogy to help picture it. We exist in all sorts of dimensions, times, planets, universes, ways of being - remember, our soul is not human - that is just one aspect of our experience!

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November 2018 - Ella

TRACK 1 - Introducing Nelly / Ceasing the moaning. 

When feeling stressed, worried about doing something ‘right,’  just be in the moment and allow it to be fun. If it does not turn out as we wish, it shall next tIme. Harmonious unfolding. / How to stop complaining.  When we feel affected in a negatIve way, remind ourself that it is our choice how we deal with it. Not feeling heard. Compassion and understanding our own child within gives us more compassion for others. IdentIfying the story, assuaging the wounded heart, and changing it all.


TRACK 2 - Bad news is not the only news 

Although sometImes it seems there is ongoing bad news and nothing is changing, the truth is that it is all unfolding in the perfect ripeness of tIme. When it seems the world is sliding into darkness, remember, it is not the truth. The 'media' is not interested in how consciousness is expanding, and how in fact the world is following its path into the light. Don't get hooked into the stories of destructIon and do not add to them. When we look at our personal, day-to-day lives - it is a different story altogether.


TRACK 3 - Trust vs. Knowing / Being abundance

Trust is where we don't know the truth. It is P'taah's desire for us that we know the truth in the deepest part of us about reality, about who we are.  How we create the flow by being the abundance in every moment and saying 'Thank you'. The more we are in that resonance of abundance, the more the Universe supports that vibratIon. How it happens is not our business, it is the Universe's business. Being aware of the abundance as it occurs in any way at all. It is about everything - food, friends, events, a view from a window, nature. All that brings joy, all that fills our heart. This is the abundance. We are the abundance.


TRACK 4 - Mass consciousness and individual choice

Buying into the 'reality' of mass events, mass consciousness - or not. What we are taught about our history follows the same pattern as current-day media - excessive interest in only reportIng the bad news. What we do not hear about are is the people who did not buy into the mass consciousness story. If we buy into the bad news, we partIcipate in it. PlastIc waste on our planet, and finding solutIons for it. We create the reality we focus upon. There is not one earth, but many earths. Not one self, many selves. Not one future, many futures. Which will we choose? Which do we desire? Will we be able to distInguish real UFOs from fakes?

Being alive.

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October 2018 - Our Bigger Selves/Death/ Essences/Technology/Time, Pattie
Connecting with our larger selves and seeing the bigger picture amid the dramas and stories of our everyday lives. Divine Intelligence casts its light strands of energy that are consciousness and those in turn weave themselves into universes. Bodies of Consciousness are aware of themselves, yet know themselves as not-separate from their Source. Our Soul Essence is not human and can express itself as anything it desires, including human.
The Consciousness of which we are Expressions is vast and profound. Without this connectedness, Life would not be. We may become aware of this in our day-to-day existences by stopping and breathing and allowing ourselves simply to be, which expands our sense of ourselves. 
Furthermore, the Soul Essences are not really separate from one another. So when a person passes from physicality and joins with their grand soul energy and total consciousness beyond time and space you may still feel and sense each other, because where Love is there can be no separation.
The purpose of making group essences at different events around the world. In the latest co-creation - 'Red Moon Rising' in Turkey - it was the vibrational frequency of individual flowers, their devas and their desire to aid humans in support of what we desire to be and to identify the issues and embrace those fears which prevent us.
Aspects of Technology and its developing directions. Presently we use very little of our Divine Intelligence and potential brain power. Nothing can replace the Sourceness of this intelligence. The recognition and exploration of this is truly where we are heading. Our technology can serve this extraordinary expansion.

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September, 2018 - Burning Questions - Lil & Pattie
Track 1 -  Mother's Love
Recovering from the trauma of losing one's mother as an infant. The imprint every human bears of his/her experiences. Marks of character. Being deprived of love as a child does not mean one is forever excluded from love, and does not mean one cannot give love. / Love is the natural way of being. In giving love, we come to understand more & more what love is. P'taah reminds us: love is whole & complete in & of itself, and requires no return. /  Searching for what feels right, not settling until we find it. Being a maverick. Self acceptance. 
Why do I question myself? We are human, being all we can be in any Now moment. /  Remembering to have fun!
Track 2 - Questions
Fear of probable realities. If there is fear, stop & deal with it! Our power is in the Now. Probabilities & possibilities are endless, but we are not victims. We are never powerless. / Sending love to others. / When we are rushing about worrying, trying to fix things - ask ourselves: what are we really doing? / Changing our reality, by changing our perception of who we are. What is the grandest, most expanded idea of who we could possibly be?  / Perfect  Eternal Expressions of Source. /  Embracing & transforming fear. Stop - be in the allowance of that tightness in the belly. Allowance without judgement. It is just a feeling. When in that allowance, breathe into it. And perhaps picture that little one inside, who is so afraid. /  Keep it simple. Complication is caused by judgement, & the idea it must be difficult. Keep it simple.

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August 2018 - Burning Questions - Earth & Emotions


Managing waste in our day to day lives - living with honor, respect and kindness in our relationship with our planet and its resources. Mindfulness and conservation. / Our goddess Earth does not need 'saving' - however, our physicality is absolutely linked with our planet. It is important on so many levels that we do what we can to be of benefit to our planet, rather than to its detriment. / To give the love and gratitude to all creatures, flora, mountains, oceans - the whole planet - is of grand assistance. To not separate one thing from another, but to look at our totality of physicality on our plane of reality. / Our changing technology and fuel situation. / "What's all the fuss about Antarctica?" / Changes coming, situations which can no longer remain hidden - pay attention and see how these revelations come forth!



How, generally, within our society, we do not have a healthy relationship with our own sexuality. It is not open. It is not fun. It is hidden. It is to our benefit to explore our sexuality in an open and free way. To have absolutely honest communication in our relationships. / Examining the beliefs we have which keep us trapped. / The healing powers of laughter - in the relaxation of the now, when the heart is full, the body rebalances itself. / The paradox of being an individual in non-separation from anything in existence. /  Understanding the nature of reality and how to manipulate matter. Miracles are natural. 

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July 2018 - Burning Questions about Time, Pets, Turkey, Women's Power and more


Is time speeding up? It can seem that way. It is up to us to make time. Many of us have reasons for being very, very, busy. Too busy to look at who we are and what we are creating. Remember, if we are not happy with it, we have the power to transform it / The neighbor's dog, incessantly barking. How to deal with the situation? Don't be a victim. Be practical, with kindness and compassion. Speak to the neighbor. Go to authorities if needed./ Nuisance creatures - flies. Using the tool of one's 'inner room' to bring forth anybody or anything that one is in conflict with, to create a resolution. Speaking to the goddess of flies./ Is excess incoming energy making people more irritable or are we just being victims, really? Everything in existence is about energy. However - as the Gods and Goddesses of creation, we may allow ourselves to be affected by energies, or not.



The fullness is the emptiness, and the emptiness is the fullness. In meditation, it is to calm the mind and find one's center point. The paradox - the wholeness is emptiness. / Exploring the concept 'Who am I?' Being honest about who we think are. It can be one of the most difficult things, looking at the fears that drive us. To know ourself means to understand the choices we make. And we create change inadvertently, as we identify and embrace everything we judge about ourselves.



Illness in animals. Everything that exists begins in the non-physical. With creatures, it is a little different for those in the wild and those who are domesticated. Those who have a bond with humans form a different energy matrix. All bodies of energy interact Everything in existence manifests that which affects them in a negative fashion. Our pets can, of course, be affected by our issues. But it is not to feel guilty for whatever it is our pets are manifesting. Fear of losing a beloved creature companion.



Catching up on some history. Religion has always come about because someone wanted change - but in time becomes corrupted, and becomes a power struggle.



Yeshua ben Joseph, championing the rights of women? / Why have we set up societies where women are treated badly? In our history, the power of woman has always been rather terrifying for men. However, we are more and more moving into a place of equality. / Raising the level of compassion on our planet / The probable disclosure of other worlds... 

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June 2018 - Reissue from September 2005, Jann

September 2005-Jann

Track 1 - Jeshua Ben Joseph
Track 2 - Dream Therapy
Track 3 - Synchronicity & Coincidence
Track 4 - Telempathy
Track 5 - Power of Voice
Track 6 - Space People

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May 2018 - Burning Questions


Is there such a thing as the ‘fall’ of humanity?  Relax – remember, it is a game! We are grand spiritual entities having this human experience. /  Feeling guilty about having all this wonderful P’taah help and wondering about those who haven’t? Don’t be guilty, be thankful! There is information available - some of it very ancient - wherever we are to remind us who we truly are. / Do gods and goddesses need tools to protect themselves from wi-fi and other electrical signals?



The idea-construct of food allergies: symptomatic of ideas and beliefs which do not serve us, such as believing in an unsafe world. /   Humans can live much longer lifespans, and we shall. /  Boredom with a part of our lives - Whatever is happening on the outside, it is about being bored with what is happening on the inside. Adding together one’s ideas and beliefs, and one’s experiences due to those ideas and beliefs…and looking at that picture. /  We already exist in the fifth dimension but do not understand what that means. It is simply another state of beingness. Focusing on being more in this dimension.



The time will come when all peoples of our world live in harmony and peace with one another. The possibility resides within the breast of each of us. / The idea-construct of cancer. Our bodies exemplify what is not resolved, not healed, within our mental/emotional body, by tapping into what is the strongest current idea-construct. /  There is already technology available to us which is not detrimental to our planet.  /  Why don’t we have more information about Atlantis & Lemuria, if they really existed? Well, our recorded history really only covers a few thousand years… / ‘Inner-terrestrials’? Yes, they are here. /  Are the Egyptian pyramids obsolete? What were they designed for? Did humans have alien help to build them? Actually, it was the aliens who built them… / Tapping into natural energy fields. We are capable of it, and we already are. Us, the ‘non-scientific’ public are able to access much information about what is already in place.



Larger numbers of people are identifying as transgender or non-binary because there is now the freedom for peoples to explore their own beingness. / To eat meat, or not? It is really about how animals are treated, and how they are killed. Mindless, inhumane slaughter – or ceremony, awe, and reverence for the life-force in everything? The important thing is giving forth fervent thanks and gratitude for whatever we put in our mouth, plant or animal. In this way, we enlighten it, and it enlightens us. / It is our choice to be in gratitude or not. The awe and wonderment are within us all. They only need nourishing, day by day. /  Did fairies, unicorns, centaurs and such ever exist in our world? Why no longer?



 Enhancing psychic abilities with focus & practice. Removing distractions. /  Racism in the U.S. – a very loud minority. The more we can take hold of the idea that there is truly no separation between us – none – the more we can come at this idea of unity. /  Dealing with the fear of losing one’s identity, be it personal, religious, racial, patriotic. We cannot lose ourselves. / What will become of the U.S.A.? It will resume its rightful place in the world. / The art of writing: what do you know? How does it feel?



Pornography - It is not healthful because it contains damaging ideas attached to sexuality and is addictive. It changes one’s brain and can lead to violent behavior. And it really has nothing to do with one’s sexuality.

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April 2018 - Philipp
We may picture our lives as many, many interlocking circles which spin. As they spin, so we have our seasons, years, movement of stars & planets, growth cycles. Movements in astrology affect not only our Earth but also elsewhere. With some things, we are affected more, depending on what we believe. There are also the 'labels' we put on things which become part of our collective psyche. We have a cycle where things appear to fall into place, and we have its opposite. It is like the tides, you know.
Cycles of personal development, cycles of cellular renewal. A propensity at certain times to make choices for change. Natural rhythms of sleep are not the same for everybody. There is much said of needing to have 8 hours of continuous sleep for one's health, but that is not necessarily true. It is quite alright to have 2 lots of 3 or 4 hrs sleep in a day/night.  For example, a person may sleep in the very early evening, and awake in the very early hours of the morning - they may find it gives them more energy, & is conducive to work requiring much mental acuity. If it were possible to allow our natural rhythm, we would find our sleep deeper & better.
How to live without manufactured sugars. If we eat more natural, and raw, food - we are already cutting down on our sugar. Not to be obsessive about it. Simply, at this time in our society, sugar is in every created food. Paying attention to our body, & how it feels. 
Learning to dance on a moving rug. / To live as we wish the world to live - with kindness, compassion, generosity. LOVE. Utopian ideal? The cynics would say it's not possible. But it is possible for each of us to live thusly. And as each of us decides this is the way we want to live, we will create change. /  As everything comes into the open with honest dialogue, the fear of others, of differences, abates. We come to know who others are, and in this way, we come to know more of ourselves. /  And though' we may not see it - as we hold this light within us, being all we can be in our day-to-day...it spreads throughout our planet. Find the strength to hold that light.
Of course we can re-wire ourselves, and basically it is just a matter of knowing we can. /  There is much work being done to help patients understand that they may instruct their brain to 'turnoff' the pain. / It is particular where it is chronic pain, that is not required as an alert to something dangerous which requires attention now. / Much pain is learned. We can assist people out of their pain paradigm.

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March 2018 - Ravenna & Shoshanah

TRACK 1 Ravenna - A question about feeling a lack of energy is answered with a question – how much do I love my life? What would make my heart sing?  / Fun = Joy = Energy. How to find out what would make our hearts sing. Transmuting the energy. / As we find more joy in our lives, so we will attract to us more of like frequency. / Dreams of Flying: a Remembering.  There is the possibility inherent within the human form for us to nullify gravitational force and also to translocate. Each of us is a flying machine, quite different from the out-of-body experience. / Feeling vulnerable? A reminder of the Thank You Song. From when we wake, we can be aware of all the wondrousness & miracles we have to be thankful for. Transforming our frequency with gratitude. Looking at a fear of unworthiness in response to receiving a kindness. There is no fear attached to vulnerability. / Changing the pattern of doing unto others the unkindness done to me. / Be in the very real understanding that each of us, no matter what the outward face, have the same 4 basic issues: The frightened little child inside who is afraid that it is not enough; feels powerless; is scared that love = pain; and is afraid the world is not a safe place. Recognizing it in one’s self and others and in Compassion, changing the frequency. / Blue gods such as Indian Krishna and Egyptian Ptah - the significance of their color? The Unified Field Of Consciousness, & light beings.


TRACK 2 - Shoshanah - Stories of the Rainbow Serpent/ Rainbow Bridge that are at the root of many cultures are humanity’s memory of playing with energy directly, which we are actually doing all the time in every microsecond. We are energy. / If we could see ourselves beyond physicality, we would see we are a dancing body of multi-colored light - a rainbow, to be sure. Energy = consciousness, consciousness = energy.  Expanding our knowledge of energy and how we manipulate it. Looking at who we are and how we are - delving deeper into our own psyches. / Seeing through the apparent solidity, becoming more aware of the electromagnetic frequencies. /  When we embrace locked nodules of energy, we transform the frequency. The more we are in the frequency of Love, the more we open ourselves to Universal Knowledge – fulfilling our limitless potential, and Flowering. /  Trapped in the idea of time. Although time is a spiral aspect of relativity, we only have Now. / Lewis Carroll’s creatures’ question: “Will you join the dance?” / Picture the idea that each of us is a light being who sends forth wondrously beautiful strands of energy and consciousness through multitudinous realms, simply for the experience of it… The greater part of us likes to experience itself as a body of emotion.  In every moment we are dancing. We can choose to participate consciously in the dance…or not. / Throwing off the strictures of social consciousness as we perceive the More. This is our game. / The human body was conceived of as a 5-pointed star. Each of us holds unimaginable power. That is our potential. The 5-pointed star, in a way, represents the unrealized potential within each of us.  In our history, the misuse of this power has diminished our capability to access it. This, our present consensus of reality, is an opportunity to transform that diminishment into the flowering already spoken of. Each act of love, kindness, compassion has the possibility of bringing forth the Golden Age. Fulfilling the next stage of human evolution. / Tuning in – opening the channels of our own sentient crystal radio, Gaia.

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February 2018 - Steve & Jay


Our inner life, the rich and wondrous landscape within each individual: intellect, heart, imagination, all our experiences, and all that we hide. How we may develop/expand this interior landscape. / Removing blockages to do with using our Room, and Crystalline door adventures. / The story of being human. / When one feels "up to the eyeballs, “ stopping to breathe. /  The resonance of love spreads across our planet like filaments of light, changing the frequency of our planet. There are many who are not consciously on the path to expansion; however, our current timeline is of the resonance of expansion. There are grand cycles of the history of our planet & species, with different resonances. / Our unlimited, and as yet unfulfilled, genetic potential for unfoldment - part of the consciousness of unfolding.



Frustration at the world? Stop focussing on things we have no power to change. How we are in ourselves is what makes the difference. Frustration is also caused by not being Now but projecting somewhere else, such as the future. / Grieving another's death: understanding that our loved one is closer to us than ever before. Be still, allow the feeling of non-separation. Stop trying. / Source cannot be defined. It simply is in everything. And we just say thank you for the miracle, mmm? Infinite expansion of the multiverses. / Does data collection pose a threat? / Learning discernment - what feels true? If there is anything which is fear-based, that is not your truth./ Assistance from the universe./ The greatest medicine of all, and being sensible. / The layers of multi-dimensional dreaming. / No need for fear of technology - it is developing in ways we might not imagine!

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January 2018 - All That Is Not Love Is Fear - Pete & Jose Luis


Becoming aware of living with low level fear. We are so often, in our day-to-days, involved in projecting into the future and re-living the past, that we are not very aware of the emotion, the stress, of living with low-level fear. The first thing is to simply try & be more present, more aware... And to be in the allowance of however it is, is the first step to embracement... Fear is not your enemy..just a little portion of you that has forgotten the grander truth. / Who is waiting for whom? Offworlders waiting for the ripeness of time to be public. / In a world of "information" at one's fingertips - how to learn discernment. Information bias. One can always find material to confirm one's beliefs, no matter what they are./ Who is the pope working for? Historically, the idea of religion is not the most wondrous thing for humanity. / Shifts of dimensional realities are innumerable, with no concrete wall between them - each one of us shifts between realities in each passing moment. When we stop & dream - or imagine - or focus on one thing - we are in a different reality, while there are other realities going on around us. Choosing our focus. Nothing has more significance than another until we put significance on it./

Structuring a love-based society. / Exploration of themes through simultaneous lifetimes, common threads running through. / Planning our next adventure, our next life? There is choosing involved, but not in time. Time is only of physicality. Everything is simultaneous. There is truly no separation, the grandest idea of all for us to grasp. Not between lifetimes, not between physicality and soul essence. It is a matter of focus.



All that is not love, is fear. People in reaction, in fear, may result in catastrophic reality, disasters, death, destruction. No  one needs to experience this kind of suffering. Why would we come from the source of love to experience a lack of it? We may understand better if we regard it all as a bit of a game.. Not too serious, even the pain & anguish. When we are in our expanded state, it is a different story. In a way, we are re-writing the idea of how it may be for humankind. / Subjectivity... When we see a cow, we are co-creating a story about a cow. The cow herself has her own agenda. We co-create our reality, and the reflection is only about our emotional reaction to this co-creation. / All religion is part of the collective consciousness, no matter which culture. Many people have been convinced the gods have spoken to them, whether Buddha, Jesus, Ganesh.. whatever the name, it is part of an idea construct made by collective consciousness. / The modern Mary apparitions. Messages being filtered through the fear in a human's psyche. The truth is always about love, it is always expanded, and this is where we need discernment. No matter where it comes from, is it our truth, or is it not our truth? Truth is where we may see it, feel it, find it. / Artificial intelligence, discernment, jobs, & heart. / Pleiadian interest in us - much of the star seeding of this planet has been of Pleiadian energy./ Developing technologies which are not mechanical, plastic, metal.../ Not feeding the fear... Changing focus. Using the Baby Me tool... seeing our greater being, our god/goddess self, reaching forth to the child within who is truly afraid, to remind the child that who we are is perfect, eternal, this is but a game and nothing can really harm us.../ Viewing everything in our physicality as an expression of Source.

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