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For generations we have been taught shame simply for being female. It has become part of our social psyche. Even when we intellectually understand the greater reality, we can still feel unworthy.
TRACK 2 - TOOLS FOR TRANSFORMING FEAR
As always, it’s not the story that is important, but the feelings that are the key to transmuting fear. Igniting the idea of this child within who is both afraid and extremely powerful. Using our imagination, our breath, and our ability to be simply in the allowance of the feeling.
TRACK 3 - KUNDALINI ENERGY
Kundalini is not a different energy. People's experiences are different. We are beings of electromagnetic energy. Trauma of whatever kind may hinder its flow. Everything interacts, nothing exists in isolation.
TRACK 4 - WHAT DISEASES TEACH US
Disease is an idea-construct that some people tap into, some do not. We do not simply "catch" disease. Epidemics show the world something. Having compassion & love for people who exemplify this expression of powerlessness, of victimhood. We each have our own journey and it is not for us to judge anyone else's. Being the living example of how it is when you do know the nature of reality.
TRACK 5 - HEALING THE PLANET
Stepping away from the story even when we are so invested in it that we find that almost insulting. Cleansing water with our love and by extension being able to heal our planet. Transforming anger at one's self.
We fear change when we fear a negative outcome. Remnants of the idea that we are victims of fate. Remembering dreams. Some very deep dreaming is beyond our recall because we travel to dimensional realities beyond the matrix of 3rd dimensional consciousness. Dreaming as a tool. Self-suggestion and problem-solving in dreams.
TRACK 2 - COMETS
While comets do not usually affect us, they can sometimes play an active role in the development of our planet by creating an explosion of energy. Everything is in the perfection of patterning. Much is occurring in space within the sphere of human exploration that is not revealed publicly because governments fear losing control.
TRACK 3 - GUILT / PROCRASTINATION
Allowing the validity of the thought-feeling of guilt when we don’t do something & don’t want to do it. Having the ability to say, "I do not want to do it now,” knowing that when we do want to do it, the job will be done with ease & flow in the perfect ripeness of time.
TRACK 4 - LOSING ONES SELF HELPING OTHERS
Looking at why we sometimes put ourselves in a position where we feel obliged to assist. The feeling underneath-- worthiness, guilt? What is the fear?
TRACK 5 - GOLDEN LIGHT ESSENCES
Making and using the essences. How nature supports & nurtures us. The delight of flora to every human sense & the love nature spirits have in working with us. Flower essences are an energetic form to support transformation & change within human energy.
Reacting to anger in others, understanding that anger is fear of powerlessness. Even if someone is angry with us, the emotion of the anger is not our business. We are allowed to fulfill our most outrageous dreams and by being all that we can be, we help change the vibrational frequency of the consciousness of our planet. The drama of 'the news'. Dealing with irrational fears. Transformation of feeling. Breath stabilizes us.
TRACK 2 - BRENDA
Self-fulfillment. Following our heart's desire. When we follow our excitement, passion, fascination, when we are in our essence of gratitude for the miracle that we are, then indeed we feel ‘full’. Every soul has its place. Every kind thought is the most wonderful gift we can give our reality. The consciousness of all humanity is linked. Death is only going on to the next adventure, going home.
TRACK 3 - MARIAN
Opening one's life to companionship. Honest communication within relationships. Throwing away 'crutches’. P'taah is not a cult or a religion. He simply teaches us the gratitude of being who we are. Examining the non-physical roots of dis-ease-ment and the roles of doctors. Bullying and abuse. Elephants, Cetacea, humans beings are sentient species of differing vibrational frequencies & focus. The great seeming disparity between peace & violence in our world but something is coming ‘soon’ to change humanity's whole attitude. Everything is in its order. "In the eye of the storm, everything is always perfect in the eye of thought."
Understanding that there is a gift in every Now. We are social people and much of our enrichment is the interaction itself. Escapism.Transforming our lives is about self-knowing.
TRACK 2 - WHAT DOES ENLIGHTENMENT LOOK LIKE?
Making the most of this human experience and its emotional intensity. The more separate we are, the stranger everything seems. Realizing this is our world and we have a choice to create it as we desire it to be. Enlightenment is simply understanding & accepting who we are and being in the gratitude & wonderment in every Now.
TRACK 3 - YOU CREATE IT ALL
Understanding ourself as a projection of the Mind of Creation. Some things are beyond intellectual understanding, however there rings within us a resonance of truth. By paying attention to the feeling, we will know if stuff is nonsense. Winning the lottery. How individual reality interleaves with the rest of the world.
TRACK 4 - COMMUNICATING WITH SPIRITS
There is only here. There are no concrete walls between realities. Love is the connection. Being open on both sides. Each of us can be open to communicate with a loved one without pigeonholing our expectations regarding the form the communication will take. Misunderstanding is not possible when we are heart to heart.
TRACK 5 - TRACKING DOWN ALLERGIES
Our beliefs about who we are in the world and the bombardment of information. Our body's integrity. We can physically produce whatever we need to heal. Life shows us what we believe. Wellspring of joy is our basic beingness. Drawing on our own strength.
We come into human form for the emotional experience of it. We have many, many lifetimes and we desire to have every experience. When the story is about abuse, remember that we have been the abuser and the abused, the victim and the perpetrator. This allows us to put things into perspective. That's very difficult when we're caught up in the story of child abuse, forgetting that the abuser has also been abused. And so the story goes on.
TRACK 2 - FOCUSING ON JOY & GRATITUDE
We come into human life having forgotten the greater truth of ourselves--that our purpose is to transform and create a humanity of ‘light-beingness’. Discussion of suicide.
TRACK 3 - TRUST OUR OWN KNOWING
We desire to have every experience and the ‘good’ and ‘bad’ stuff is just our judgment. Discussion of Karma. It's all right to ask questions but it's also important to learn to trust ourselves. Trust is a deep certainty and it feels right.
TRACK 4 - HEALING OURSELVES
Whatever we use to reinforce our intent to heal is valid. The pills and potions are not the holistic, maximum healing. Holistic is working with energy and consciousness, with the mind, with intent aligned with Universal energy to transform something. We are there to assist, but it is the patient that has this power to heal him/herself.
TRACK 5 - YOU ARE THE BLOCKAGE
Limiting beliefs like 'there is never enough' are old beliefs surrounding money. This fear of lack creates a blockage that we reinforce everyday. We can say instead, "How wonderful it is that I always have money to pay the bills!"
Reality is only a perception and we change our reality according to our beliefs, thoughts and perceptions. We fear stepping out of the safety net of beliefs we have built. When we can see that we create it all absolutely, the idea of being happy and creative in our day-to-day life becomes stronger than our terror of change.
TRACK 2 - CREATING OUR REALITY
We can create change by asking, "What do I believe about myself in this situation, and what do I desire?" Be specific because until we identify what we want to change, we can't take the first step. Being aware and giving thanks and gratitude for what is, if done daily, will change our lives.
TRACK 3 - GIFT IN EVERYTHING
Sourceness is love and Love is the grand creative power, the fabric of our being. Beginning the Morning Song by saying "Thank you for the love that I am," is the first step to being whole. Bringing love out into our universe changes everything.
TRACK 4 -OUR BELIEFS CREATE A CONCRETE BUNKER OF FEAR
In every situation, we have a choice about how we will be. When we create challenges, they help us know more about who we are and test our own power. Fear reading or listening to the news. How the Morning Song can change our energetic frequency and draw to us what matches it. If we're living in a concrete bunker of fear and negativity, nothing else can get in.
TRACK 5 - NEGATIVE FAMILY/BEING NOW
Growing up in a pessimistic environment. We can tell someone that we honor their viewpoint, but we don't share it. We can also bring this person into our ‘room’ and talk heart-to heart with them. a
The kinds of beings our pets are and the roles they play. The nature of dogs is to reflect loyalty, loving companionship, and unconditional love. Explanation of Oversouls and the greater part of who we are.
TRACK 2 - PROCRASTINATION & FINDING WHAT MAKES OUR HEARTS SING
Often we procrastinate to rev up the energy to get a job done or there’s a fear of doing a job. When it's something we love, we dive into it. We can be lighthearted and tell ourselves it's okay if we don't feel like doing that job now. We will when we do feel like it.
TRACK 3 - THE CAUSES OF OBESITY
Obesity is an expression of a desire to ‘have everything now’ and a fear of lack. We should have it now, because we may not be able to have it tomorrow. Other aspects of the collective consciousness contribute to obesity including self punishment.
TRACK 4 - CANCER
Cancer is created from the non-physical as a way to express what hasn't been aligned or transformed within us. In the process of having cancer, people have the opportunity to look at their lives and determine what they want to change. We all choose how we are born, because we want to have the experience.
TRACK 5 - REDISTRIBUTION OF WATER, EARTHQUAKES, AND SPACESHIP LANDINGS
Our planet has its own movement and cycles, which we humans often don't see because it takes so long in terms of our own lifetimes. We can assist with changes on the planet, such as increasing water where it is needed, with our consciousness, especially when groups of people act together with thanks, gratitude and the idea of abundance. Be the love. The only thing that stops or changes this love is when you react out of fear.
When there is dis-easement inside the body or accidents, think in a holistic way. Everything occurs first in the non-physical. So while taking physical steps to heal the problem, also look at the mental/emotional body to transform what created it in the first place. We don’t heal anyone. We assist them to heal themselves by concurring with their desire to change their physical reality.
TRACK 2 - PLACEBO EFFECT
If the mental and emotional reality is not transformed, the body may create another problem to draw attention to that which hasn’t been addressed. We can be our own detectives if we’re willing to honestly look at what this disease really means to us. A “benign” tumor may be a gentle nudge. Healing of animals.
TRACK 3 - OUR DRAMAS / INSOMNIA
Looking at what we believe about the dramas that appear in our lives. Also looking at our reactions to the outside stories, knowing that, no matter what, the outcome will be a gift to us. Watching all the negative news can make it difficult to not be caught up in them. When our minds are overactive and we can‘t sleep, we can get up and distract ourselves.
TRACK 4 - GO TO YOUR ROOM!
We have the power to transform reality using the tools of our imagined room to connect with others and dissolve the barriers so communication can be heart-to-heart. When we fear conflict, we become invulnerable. Going to our room allows the vulnerability to speak open-heartedly.
At soul level there is no difference between male and female, but in this journey you can teach each other love. Men can be shown that it’s all right to be aware the emotions and also of intuition. Women can be learn to go forth into the world to blossom without having to be like the male. Love is the nature of Source, and requires no return. It is a state of being.
TRACK 2 - SURRENDER MEANS DROPPING OLD STUFF
To truly surrender is to surrender to the greatest possibility of who we are, allowing old fears, hates, stories and prejudices to drop away. When we can look at people who seem to be the opposite of love as Perfect, Eternal Expressions of Source and understand that their actions are based on fear, we can remind ourselves that we all have the sovereign right to do what we think is right.
TRACK 3 - BE WHAT WE DESIRE TO BE / HARMONY, BEING NOW
The law of attraction is about matching the frequency. That is not just thought. It’s about the feeling created from thought. Being a successful Magician. Thanks and gratitude and the absolutely essential importance of taking responsibility. / We don’t need to focus on our past stories or plumb the depths of our unconscious minds to find our issues. All we have to do is to look at our life.
TRACK 4 - LARGE SCALE DISASTERS
Most of the time, your world is NOT falling apart around you. Ask, “In this Now, how does it feel?” Usually the answer is, it’s perfect. Bring the focus back to right here, right now. If there is dire circumstance in your life, you have the tools to deal with it. You only have Now to be in the joy of your own creation.
TRACK 5 - BINARY SUNS & EXPERIENCING REALITY IN A DIFFERENT WAY
The discovery of a second sun will happen at a time when this planet’s reality will be very different from what it is now. The speeding up of time is about the expansion of consciousness. As our consciousness expands, so the idea of reality changes and we experience reality in a different way. Acknowledging that we are MORE than our physical senses, activates a part of our brain that will allow us to view everything differently. Programming your dream state.
When we remember that love is eternal, when we lose someone we love we'll remember that there is no separation in truth. As we can step back from the story, we can come back to the connectedness with universal consciousness and remember who we really are, even if we are physically apart.
TRACK 2 - HOW OTHERS SEE ME
People look at others through the lens of their own inadequacy and negative judgment. Remember that others can't necessarily look into your heart and see your worth. There is nothing to change.
TRACK 3 - MY DRAMA
An experience of betrayal and what was behind it. Every atom, molecule, cell and organ has its own integrity, its own consciousness. Where we can love who we are and our body, it cannot help but respond. When we perceive our own value as a Perfect Eternal Expression of Source, then what anyone else thinks of us doesn't matter.
TRACK 4 - OUR MIRRORS: FAMILY DISCORDANCE
What's important is always the feeling, not the story. When we learn to look past the behavior into what creates whatever the behavior is, we learn to have compassion for the fear that another person is exemplifying. Communication is most important. Much conflict exists because there is blame or somone can't be vulnerable. Begin in the non-physical to resolve these problems. Astral travel is not needed, but can be such good fun.
TRACK 5 - ADVICE TO FRIEND
Look for the gift within any difficult situation. Learn to step back from the story and ask "What is it that I truly desire or need?" Be very clear about what you want, not only when you're ill, but in your day-to-day life.
When we can lay aside the belief that as we get older, we live in pain, and the idea that the physical body is detached from the mental and emotional body, we may be able to look at what these aches and pains represent. In a way, we believe in pain. We might think what is occurring in the body has nothing to do with us and divorce ourselves from the situation. But there is no outside story. Bringing up the pain allows us to transform it.
TRACK 2-CHANGING ATOMS & MOLECULES TO HEAL
It’s the mind and the emotions that change atoms and molecules for healing. We do this all the time, yet don’t understand that we’re doing it. When we look at the pattern of the energy of love, this creates the most beautiful symphony. The same thing happens when there is a discordant physical condition which we think of as atoms and molecules. Once it’s embraced with love and acceptance, the patterns change and become harmonious. Everything begins inside. Homeopathy as energy work.
TRACK 3- POLITICS OF HATE / BODY STUFF
Thoughts are broadcast like radio waves out into the multi-verses. A lot are just repetitive static, however, when emotion is attached, they go out as an energetic pattern that can be read. Everything occurs inside, in the non-physical, and then is translated into the physical so no matter what, we’re still obliged to deal with what occurs in the non-physical.
TRACK 4 - RELATIONSHIPS & TRASHY NOVELS
Sometimes choosing a ‘solo life’ is done because it’s most important to heal oneself and to grow in consciousness. Sometimes we don’t want to make adjustments required to share our life with someone. If the desire is there, all we need to do is state that desire and let it go. If we want a relationship, we must look at what we are afraid of losing and be willing to adjust. Reading romantic novels often fills that desire for romantic love.
Before anything is manifested in physical reality, it exists in the non-physical. Much is belief also. If we believe something, we manifest that into our physical reality. One of the most powerful forces is e-motion, which is energy in motion. This energy also shapes the nature of perceived reality. The universal consciousness knows no lack. We could say that lack is just another name for fear.
TRACK 2 - FALLING OFF OUR CENTERPOINT
The ills of our world have been created from a misperception of reality and sustained by erroneous beliefs about the nature of reality and Source. As our consciousness becomes broader, we have a knowing of a grander truth. As that knowing spreads, the vibrational frequency of consciousness changes. We then can create with the power of our balanced centerpoint.
TRACK 3 - SIGNS, PORTENTS & INDECISION
We create from our beliefs and our emotional attachment to them. ‘Coincidences’ are, in fact, ‘co-created incidences’. Feelings are the powerhouse of our creations. Our bodies register what's going on and we make decisions based on what we would call ‘signs’. Animals will react to a coming earthquake, tidal wave, or bad storm. They're aware of something going on, and we do it also, although we're not usually conscious of it. Having an attachment to an outcome can effect a decision to be made. Whatever the outcome, it's there for the gift of the experience.
TRACK 4 - TRUTH ABOUT LOVE
The truth about love is that love is whole and complete in and of itself and requires no return. When people have been hurt by betrayal, scorn, etc., what occurs is fear. When we can't love and accept who we are, we take those negative qualities we feel about ourselves and identify them in other people. We judge them because it's too painful to judge ourselves. When we feel non-separation, we can see that in all the people. Loving that little portion that we've judged all our life to be not good enough, opens the heart.