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Being present lets us witness our own thoughts and feelings. When something discordant appears, by being present we can transform the energy. Using the breath consciously to allow the possibility that this too is perfect. Our life shows us exactly what we believe and how it feels. Nothing is truly hidden.
TRACK 2 - CREATING THE SPACE FOR JOY
Our programming ourselves and comparing ourselves to others can result in negative thought patterns. Change those negative thoughts by being present to catch the old patterns and remind ourselves who we truly are. Recognizing our power. By being happy with ‘what is’, we can create more of the same. How recognizing the truth allows us more joy, contentment, laughter and play.
TRACK 3 - BREATH CONNECTS TO SOURCE
Using the breath as a method of connectedness and non-separation even when we are in a place of non-joy. The air that we breathe to sustain our life is a physical analogy of breathing in Sourceness. Source by its very nature is non-separation. In our perfection we are Sourceness, therefore there can be no separation in essence. Sourceness is a very nurturing energy and there for us no matter what the situation. It endures and is our unconditional love. Creating beauty, peace and tranquility for ourselves.
TRACK 4 - LACK IS NOT ABOUT MONEY/TEARS OF JOY
The universe doesn't know lack. Beauty thrives throughout our planet, even if we don't appreciate it. Creativity is inherent in every molecule and every expression of the Divine. In our fear of ‘loving too much’, we're often afraid of being wounded. Having compassion for the things we judge about ourselves so we can experience joy. ‘Walled’ behind fear, we don’t allow ourselves to feel love as the greatest expression of our life. We are a Perfect Expression of Source right now, not when all the bits are fixed. Using our creatures and pets as an example of joyful spontaneity.
Living our day to day life, we don’t notice that transformations and expansions are occurring. The next year can be one of magnificent change and a new beginning. There will be factors of war, redistribution of power and wealth, yet we shouldn’t allow ourselves to focus on the chaos. As eternal beings, we can step beyond the fear and be in the moment. Stop, breathe, step back, and remember your truth.
TRACK 2 - EMPATHS - DID I DO THAT? / SOVEREIGNTY
When we feel overwhelmed, it brings up old feelings of not being powerful or strong enough, so stop and deal with them. What occurs during a coma. A tool for communicating beyond the boundaries of the physical. Each of us learned to be a victim and has issues around powerlessness which engender anger, rage and the fear of not being enough. How the idea and understanding of sovereignty can change this perception.
TRACK 3 - ONLY THING STOPPING US IS US / DEALING WITH GUILT
When we experience difficulty, remember there’s a gift or something new coming. We’re so caught up in the stories, we can block what the universe is trying to give us. Instead say thank you in the excited expectancy of what's going to happen. Deal with feelings of guilt by communicating what we did, and expressing our love.
TRACK 4 - PRIVACY - BILLY MEIER
Privacy is the idea of hiding. In the greater reality, our thoughts are known. The most important part of our life is our heart. When our heart is an open book, we are totally in our power. Our ‘nasty behavior’ or judgments towards others. / Billy Meier is a ‘prophet’ to remind people that we are not alone, that there are many, many civilizations beyond this planet and in different dimensional realities.
‘The Cradle of Civilization’ (Middle East) is certainly a power place. This area was one of a few places on the earth where there were visitors from other civilizations beyond this planet. As civilization evolved in this place of high electromagnetic energy, great learnings developed there. Because there is no separation, all of us are part of this civilization and have had lifetimes centered around Israel and the Mesopotamian Valley. Conflict continues today as the power brokers desire to be in control, knowing the power that resides there. Images of star people seen in museums and other locations.
TRACK 2 - FEELING RESPONSIBLE FOR OTHERS / HEALING SEPARATION
The habit of taking responsibility to provide what others need. Early life experiences and personality traits that can lead to this. The fear of not getting it right and of not belonging and feeling separate from. Gratitude to the Earth will lessen the fear of separation from All That Is. The tribal aspect of humanity. Healing the sense of separation.
TRACK 3 - EMBRACING THE UNEMBRACEABLE
Symbolism of the feet, of the right side of the body, and discovering the cause of pain in these areas. Looking at that little part of us that finds ourselves unembraceable and not judging ourselves for that. Maintaining balance in difficult situations. The grander portion of ourself knows the truth and can remind us of who we really are.
Humanity has chosen the “scenic route” to enlightenment, but that does not mean it will be easy. The horror story of the world situation is self-perpetuating because we add our own fears and beliefs to what we read, so in a way we create the story. We can understand that we are watching a theater, and send compassion and love to those involved. / We really don’t go back into a past lifetime, yet in another way we never leave it as it exists in the eternal Now. There is only the eternal Now, and simultaneous realities. All of it, in fact, is an illusion. We see reality in concrete form, whereas with a more expanded awareness, we see that none of it is actually solid at all.
TRACK 2 - ENERGY E-MOTION / RH NEGATIVE BLOOD TYPE
It is possible to heal one’s body by adjusting our beliefs and thoughts, and this is something our desire and intent can accomplish. The origin of Rh Negative blood types. What ‘being who we really are‘, truly means. Affirming the truth with every breath.
TRACK 3 - CHANNELING / WINE / EVERLASTING LOVE
We can understand if the material given in channeling is without ego involvement by how expanded in consciousness it is. Channeling is often best used for our own expansion, our own joy, our own luminosity. / A glass of wine every day of our life wouldn’t necessarily attract any unwanted energies to us. Because we live in fear, we attract all the expressions that show us our fear. / Finding our soul mate is possible, however nothing stays the same. Our idea of what this would look like is cast in stone, yet all relationships change and move. How to talk to the body which listens to every thought, belief, desire and fear.
TRACK 4 - FINAL FOUR
Keeping one’s mind from moving in a negative direction. Finding passion in one’s career. Why the elevator in the meditations starts at 21. Quantum zero point energy--is this the gravity of love?
The vibration of words can ignite a memory. The voice used in music can also trigger a memory. The tone of voice may be used for healing or to get a certain result or to carry an intent. Words (such as in the book “The Gift” by Jani King/P’taah) can ignite our own knowing. Our focus now is on technology, not using our own internal power of telempathy. Language and communications are changing, which changes mass consciousness.
TRACK 2 - DREAMS & UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS/EVERYTHING NOW
We dream in many ways and dimensions. Much dreaming is taking part in another reality. Sometimes our dreams seem more vibrant than our waking reality. We also use the dream state to work out problems.
TRACK 3 - YOU, AN ELEGANT MIRACLE OF CREATION
All of the experiences, all of the lifetimes, are occurring now. This reality is concurrent with all the other experiences because there is no separation. We come into this reality for the emotional experience, however it may be and however we may judge it. The important thing is that we are not separate from anyone or anything through time or space. Even the way that we experience nature, enhances nature.
TRACK 4 - WE EXIST IN EVERY WHERE AND EVERY WHEN
As the body becomes lighter and there is a shift into less density, what we believe about the physical sensations associated with this shift is how it is for us. As the body becomes lighter, the sensations change, but the experience is different for each person. As P’taah exists Every Where and Every When, so do we. The only difference is we don’t perceive that in this state of consciousness.
Star gates are gateways or portals to other dimensional realities, including civilizations beyond this planet. Ley lines as they pertain to Earth. Interior reality and energetic frequencies of individuals as a star gate. The years 2012-2013 as a time portal to an other-dimensional reality where we move into another frequency. You draw to yourself that which matches the frequency that you are. When you desire change and transformation, the universe supports you. Turning around the belief in lack to a belief in being supported in your desire for abundance.
TRACK 2 - COMPASSION & CONFLICT
Focusing not on behavior born of fear but rather on the eternal truth. Doing this, you will be the example and a portal of change for others. The reality of love gets lost when there is no heartfelt communication. Children can be encouraged to speak what they feel. Being honest to yourself about yourself is the ultimate kindness.
TRACK 3 - OPENNESS VS PRIVACY
In terms of government, etcetera, there is much that is fear-based to hide. Today there is much about the revealing of secrets and the time is approaching where there will be no secrets. It's ‘time to clean up the act’ for military, government, corporations, etc. Individually, when you walk the talk, when you're being all you can be and being honest about yourself, about who you are, there's really nothing to hide. Of course you can have your privacy. There's a difference between personal privacy and hiding what you fear to have exposed.
TRACK 4 - ENVIRONMENTAL ISSUES
Much of what is happening is a desperate bid to find solutions to problems that seem insurmountable--fuel, et cetera. Where you can do something to assist, then do. Bringing it to a personal level, you have your own space that you can honor, love, nurture and cherish. You change the environment by your thoughts. It's important, even in big cities, even if it's just in a little park, to spend some time in nature. You will not be permitted to destroy your planet.
How much time will it take us to get where we want to be? Allowing the thank yous and gratitudes in the Now. While many have fleeting moments of knowing absolute non-separation, many don't, and that's all right too. Just take joy in your day to day life. Be in gratitude in your Nows so your days can unfold in a flowing manner, and you can be aware of how you manifest your life. You can feel the "positives" in your thank yous and gratitude. This can ground you in the Now and create connectedness with the exterior world and also in your interior world.
TRACK 2-FORGETTING WHY YOU CAME HERE
When you have your down moments, remember to breathe into the feeling and say thank you for the gifts. Emotion is simply energy. You label the energy as good or bad. Where the feeling is negative, you may transform it into neutral or sometimes into love. Pain is the resistance to allowing, or a misconception about the nature of reality. When you can step back from the story that has created the emotional reaction and look at the greater reality, you can get a different idea. Pain or grief is created by the non-acceptance of the nature of reality. The love component is the eternal component.
TRACK 3-RESPONDING TO NEGATIVE CALLS FOR LOVE
Time as linear versus time happening all at once. The difficulty in finding people to talk with about spirituality can be changed. The energetic frequency of you can be changed and you can bring more of what you desire to you. What to do when you feel attacked by another person. How misperception can be banished. Remember also that what anybody else thinks about you is not your responsibility. The difference between a judgment and a preference. Looking at what our reactions are about.
TRACK 4-APPRECIATING THE SYNCHRONICITY
Reasons why history for the most part shows prophets as being men. Looking at another person as a child who only requires love and wholeness. Why we feel we have to control every little thing. When you take away the word "need" you take away the fear. Taking responsibility for the "good stuff" in your life and creating more of it. What the indigo children, family of light, children of light etc. means. Be aware of how much you exist in and project into the future and so you miss things Now. The more you can be present, the more your idea about yourself as being "impatient" will change.
You are not addicted to your emotions, you’re addicted to the drama. At a soul level, the reason you come to experience human life is for the adventure of it. When you get caught up in the drama, just stop and breathe, and remember who you really are. You can create miracles and magic by your will, by love.
TRACK 2 - USING LOVE TO HELP OTHERS
You can use your love and your will to help support others when they are ill. When making choices or decisions, the only thing that is possible is for you to look at what you believe are the probable outcomes of your choices and to simply say this is the choice that feels right for me in this now. Then have the faith to know that whatever the outcome is, it will be a gift.
TRACK 3 - CHILDREN AS VICTIMS
When you look at the children and others who have not made a conscious choice to be a victim, you wonder what the purpose of their suffering is. The fact that you ask this question is the purpose: that the human mind will come to a new understanding about who you really are and how the wounded heart may be healed. You forget that you are eternal, and this physical world is the illusion. Whoever the ‘victims’ are, whether children, or animals, or adults, each is contributing to the expansion of human consciousness. There is a time when a critical mass will be reached and there will be a transformation to love.
TRACK 4 - RECOGNIZING SIGNS OF THE CHANGE
Speaking with a clairvoyant can be helpful, but remember that that person is looking at a probable reality, not necessarily the one that will be the outcome. Since all sorts of things can trigger your knowing, pay attention. Your own power for change and transformation is extraordinary.
We come into human form for the emotional experience of it. We have many, many lifetimes and we desire to have every experience. When the story is about abuse, remember that we have been the abuser and the abused, the victim and the perpetrator. This allows us to put things into perspective. That's very difficult when we're caught up in the story of child abuse, forgetting that the abuser has also been abused. And so the story goes on.
TRACK 2 - FOCUSING ON JOY & GRATITUDE
We come into human life having forgotten the greater truth of ourselves--that our purpose is to transform and create a humanity of ‘light-beingness’. Discussion of suicide.
TRACK 3 - TRUST OUR OWN KNOWING
We desire to have every experience and the ‘good’ and ‘bad’ stuff is just our judgment. Discussion of Karma. It's all right to ask questions but it's also important to learn to trust ourselves. Trust is a deep certainty and it feels right.
TRACK 4 - HEALING OURSELVES
Whatever we use to reinforce our intent to heal is valid. The pills and potions are not the holistic, maximum healing. Holistic is working with energy and consciousness, with the mind, with intent aligned with Universal energy to transform something. We are there to assist, but it is the patient that has this power to heal him/herself.
TRACK 5 - YOU ARE THE BLOCKAGE
Limiting beliefs like 'there is never enough' are old beliefs surrounding money. This fear of lack creates a blockage that we reinforce everyday. We can say instead, "How wonderful it is that I always have money to pay the bills!"
One of the difficult things to grasp is that when you die, you don’t go anywhere. When you are enlightened or have different lifetimes, you don’t go anywhere. You are already there. You exist in the Unified Field of Consciousness. Death is an illusion. What you mourn is the physical reality of someone you cared about. You may still be in touch with them if you are still and listen.
TRACK 2 - COMMUNICATING AFTER DEATH
When someone dies, the focus of the consciousness doesn’t immediately stop. However, as the acceptance of death becomes more concrete, the consciousness withdraws from the physical body and becomes more aware of the greater reality. People get what they expect when they die, although the collective belief of life after death has changed. Fewer people believe in hellfire and damnation. Those who do will ‘create’ that reality for themselves until they realize that they do not have to.
TRACK 3 - GHOSTS
Ghosts are ‘echos’. Where a person’s consciousness does not want to abandon something, usually because of trauma, they will leave a portion of themselves as an echo or imprint while the greater portion goes on to other things. Most of you know, at least intellectually, that you are taking part in many, many other realities. This intellectual understanding opens you to the reality when it shows itself.
TRACK 4 - PARALLEL LIVES
When you make a decision that differs from your game plan, a portion of you continues on the old pathway, but the focus of you goes on the newly chosen pathway. You’re not aware of the other reality because your focus is finely-tuned on creating the reality that you want. As your consciousness expands, you make different choices in your day-to-day life. Your consciousness is multi-dimensional and huge--bigger than your imagined universe. You exist in multitudinous realities apart from your human experiences and in ways you can’t even imagine. It’s only a matter of relaxing into it, paying attention, and listening to the whispers that tell you no matter what or where you are, you are a Perfect, Eternal Expression of Creation.
Review of the 4 Steps of Transformation. You can only transform fear by acknowledging, accepting and the embracing that tiny child that lives within you. Even adult trauma is triggered by beliefs that you acquired in early childhood. The soul desires to experience everything. The Oversoul is perfectly aware of everything that is occurring in every lifetime.
TRACK 2 - LOVING THE EARTH
Where you can do something positive in your own environment, do that. Where it’s a global situation, first remind yourself that the Goddess Earth is most powerful. No matter how it seems, things are unfolding perfectly and nothing is ever truly lost. Also, there is not one Earth and you are seeing only one aspect of a grander reality.
TRACK 3 - BEING OUT OF BALANCE
The feeling of powerlessness can come from feeling isolated, being alone and powerless in a big world and even with your own body. Knowing that power is your truth helps you begin manifesting examples of your power. What others think of you is not your business, but what is your business is the fear that brings up. Other people’s negative reactions bother you because they reinforce your own beliefs that there is something to fear.
TRACK 4 - NELLY - WEIGHT
Talk to the body. The body is a miraculous reflection. Allow the body to rediscover itself and its potential for health and well-being. The difficulty in losing weight is that you have an idea about deprivation. We would like you to understand that it’s about a journey of rediscovery or redefining.
TRACK 5 - ATTRACTION TO ENVIRONMENTS
You each birth yourself in a particular place and the resonance of that is part of who you are. Often people born near water are more comfortable near water, but one doesn’t have to move back there. You can visit places near water to fill yourself with this aspect or any aspect such as woods and green lands. You can feel comfortable anywhere on the earth, however often there is a little ‘calling’ telling you that being around water or trees would soothe the soul.
You could say that hypertension is the expectation of a negative outcome, that you won’t get it right. In a way it’s a manifestation of powerlessness. Very often you beat yourselves up if you don’t have instant results or you fall back into old patterns. Be gentle about this because you are here for the human experience. The bottom line is that there is no place to go. You are already perfect. The more you can let go of the judgment and embrace yourself, the more you become whole.
TRACK 2 - POWERLESSNESS - BELIEFS
Underneath the anger is the powerless feeling that you can’t change the situation, the other person, your government, etc. Embracing this is simply to allow it, to make it all right that you have this reaction to things outside of yourself. When you change your attitude, you change the situation automatically. Also, when you change the perception, you change the reality. / People have a sovereign right to their beliefs and their outcomes. Many long-held beliefs, even about who you are, are changing. It behooves all of you to look at the beliefs you hold. Many ideas you think are reality are in fact beliefs ABOUT reality that do not constitute the greater reality at all.
TRACK 3 - PARENT-CHILD / THANK YOU / PARALLEL LIVES
As a parent, first allow the sovereignty of the child, whether the child is a baby or a grown adult. That is difficult because of the love and the sense of responsibility. Often you must step back and look at the situation objectively. You can also work at a non-physical level. Again, look at the gifts. Nothing is so dire that there aren’t gifts somewhere. / One thing to do for your upliftment is to say thank you. Looking in the mirror and saing thank you is the most uplifting of all. Also, fun and laughter are like champagne bubbles to the body--life-affirming and uplifting. / In each parallel life, there really is no separation. When you die and become consciously part of the Unified Field, you automatically have conscious connectedness with them all. But much of the time, you are not so interested. You do compare notes with parallel lives in the non-physical. If you could understand the scope of you, you would be astounded. The choreography of the universal dance is quite delicious.