Recently I find myself sometimes simply in the "now". When I am in the NOW I notice that there are no negative emotions, no judgements, no fears at all. I think this state of being in the NOW is the state of "feeling" P'taah often said. He said many times we have forgotten to feel the feelings and the only way of transformation is to FEEL the feeling. And when one is completely in the now there is only being in the flow of whatever it is. In this state of being are even thoughts not necessary. Thoughts are just thoughts but they are not the state of Being.
In the state of "being" there is also no more the looking and searching for more. Not even enlightenment. Nothing. In this form we are already perfect and one. It is a natural state.