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Fears involving having a CT scan and the associated radiation. Looking at the fear surrounding a thought. Anything can be dangerous. An idea can be dangerous. Beliefs about our bodies. Playing with scenarios, scary stories. / The startling results of the not-new pyramid technology! The power of coming together to affect change. In a way, we are the pyramid. Bathing in the idea of a white light of joy that nurtures and supports rather than protects, which is about victimhood.
TRACK 2 - DEFINITIONS OF SELF & THE EXPERIENCE OF SEPARATIONDefining self limits ones sense of self. In the Universal Consciousness there is absolutely no separation and no judgment about how we run our experience. The development of negative ideas and beliefs almost from birth including the experience of separation both from the greater part of ourselves and from our mothers.
TRACK 3 - GLOBAL WARMING & PERCEIVED REALITYGlobal warming and the constant cyclic change of solar systems & planets that are mostly unnoticed by us due to our short lifespans. Certain things humans are doing to the planet are not viable. Respect and love for our Earth is a requirement of our existence, however, the Goddess is much more powerful than we are. Intense focus forms our perception of reality as we know it.
TRACK 4 - POLITICAL PERCEPTION / CONSPIRACY THEORY
The excitement of the horror stories in our media when the truth is we have created our day-to-day reality to be wonderful, peaceful, perfect. The more we focus on the doom and gloom, the more it is. Our reality, our power, our choices. / Conspiracy theories of fake alien invasions - or not fake? The human species and true space-time travel.
Personal choices in our day-to-day lives change reality for everybody, not only for our own expansion, but our entire planet. / Was the star of Bethlehem a UFO? As a species we have chosen stories to define ourselves. Repetitions of the same story - the scenario is older than time as we know it. / This season is a time for reflection, transformation. Those celebrating in winter are looking forward to spring, and unfoldment; those in opposite climes are enjoying the nowness of delight of summer. All the same thing really. / May each of us move forward in confidence with the belief that we may indeed create our heaven on this earth.
What goes around comes around. For peoples of the U.S.A. to really look at who they think they are, as a unit, a nation - and what they desire to create in the world. Time to look beyond the borders of the country, to deal with the idea of xenophobia & how we use those we identify as other. The U.S's actions in other parts of the world. An opportunity for America to fulfill the ideal it has always had, but has never followed through.
TRACK 2 - PENDULUMS, RESONANCE
The use of a pendulum as a dowsing method. Using it to look for a plumber. How it can tap into the electromagnetic energy which we are, which extends into the greater knowingness. We are really asking questions of the greater part of our selves. A parallel to kinesiology. The more we rely on the answer being for our greater good, the more it is.
TRACK 3 - LITTLE DEATHS EQUAL NEW BEGINNINGS
Grief, fear of abandonment and the manifestation of many different kinds of endings. There are great gifts to be made manifest when we can embrace the idea that an ending is about a new beginning. The frustration of thinking we understand, so why is this still happening? Intellectual understanding is not sufficient - transformation only occurs when in the raw emotion, one can stop and be in the embracement.
TRACK 4 - ASCENSION
Forget about this idea of Ascension. Rather, look at the idea of expanded awareness. Coming to understand more about the nature of reality and who each of us really is. Experiencing our multitudinous lives, infinite Earths, and our utter subjectivity. / Shifts & changes within the psyche of humanity can be felt as certain kinds of bodily sensations.
Suicide and transition of consciousness when dying. On some level, we all choose when to leave. / The many valid ways of expressing sexual energy with honor and respect: solo, with partner, in playfulness, in love, etc. Having the choice to redirect that energy creatively into 'art' or other passionate followings of the mind. What is appropriate. It is to our growth to treat everything that comes before us as we would be treated ourselves. / Abuse. How situations that are harmful to the psyche can re-wire the brain. Pedophiles and the possibility of change/reform.
TRACK 2 - ARCHON AGENDA / RULING ELITES / WHAT WAS HIDDEN
Our future depends upon what we as a species choose. And remember, there is not one Earth but multitudinous Earths. / Whether or not steps will be needed from outside our planet to help preserve our Earth. / Our present time is most interesting because our communications and technology systems mean nothing can really be hidden. This is a game changer. While many of us can see changes need to be made in our societies to preserve the planet, others don't care. Probable realities, and how we may choose to act. Transforming the dealings of the power-brokers. / Being the peace, love and honor we want to see in the world. There is no outside of us, only inside. How and who we are being. A reminder of how watching the news affects our own vibrational frequency and the suggestion that we limit it.
TRACK 3 - RETIREMENT / GIFTS IN LIFE / CONSECUTIVE LIVES / LASER FOCUS OF THIS LIFE / JUDGMENT
Making use of our being time. Age changes nothing. It is up to us, as always, to fulfill ourselves. Taking time out to just bask in the peace and tranquility and the appreciation and allowing it to bring a smile to our face. / Recognizing the gifts in our everyday reality, the situations that allow us to grow, if we will allow it and to expand in knowledge, in joy, in laughter. Finding the gift of abundance or living in lack. Appreciating the gift that we are. / We exist in multitudinous realms, yet our focus is absolutely upon this present lifetime. Leaks from other realities - "Aah, but I know you from somewhere..." / Negative judgment reflects fears we hold. Choosing what we wish our truths to be. Respecting that however another person is, he/she is a Perfect Expression of Source, as are we, mostly driven by fear, as are we. Being aware of how we judge ourselves. / The fear of making mistakes.
TRACK 1 - TELLING THE TRUTH/ SOLVING WORLDS’ PROBLEMS
How to contribute to the well-being of the world by living our lives as we would have the world live. Moving into an era where nothing can be hidden. Time for people to step up as governments crumble, and state their desires. / The time has yet to come for the activation of Earth's crystalline grid.
TRACK 2 - COMMUNICATING WITH LIGHT BEINGS / ILLUSION OF SEPARATION
Non-separation and how it relates to our experience of being human. Consciousness, personal choice & communication across realms. How P'taah communicates with us. Bridging dimensional differences. /A mention of the 'Fall' in America.
TRACK 3 - INVASION OF PRIVACY / ‘USE BY’ DATE
Origins of auto-writing. / Who am I thanking? / Prayer, healing, use of medicine while retaining autonomy. / Information collection & advertising in the internet age - the power to 'turn off' that which one doesn't like. Fear of invasion of privacy. /Home.
Vaccination - re-thinking how it is done. / Sun sense & being sensible. /Finding one's own path to fullfillment. / How to void judging one's self for being in judgement. / A clear picture of our multidimensional self & organizing Oversoul'. / Experiencing the Gifts in our life.
TRACK 5 - RELATIONSHIPS / AFTERLIFE / FOOD
How to create the relationships one desires. Love - being whole & needing nothing. / What is a soul? Afterlife = life after life. Requiring definition = acquiring limitation. / Why do I put myself in this mental turmoil? We cannot get life wrong. / Choosing when to die. / How to 'enlighten' one's food.
Love is a continuation thru time and space. Our soul family. Creating as we desire it to be at the deepest level. / Curing stress and anxiety related conditions: changing our perception that a whole situation must be overcome or resolved. Rather seeing little steps unfolding with ease./ Treating the body with gifts of beauty, with an appreciation of nature, beautiful music, light.
TRACK 2 - INTERNATIONAL ANXIETY / BREXIT
People withdrawing in fear. Fear of lack. This is a very important time for each one of us to hold firm to our greater truth and broaden our perception of the nature of reality. / Being the balance, being the centerpoint for our world and our society. It starts with each of us. The story is still unfolding.
TRACK 3 - BECOMING IRRESISTIBLE
Embracing ourselves in the understanding of our greatest truth: that we are loved. Finding the beauty and fullness and joy inside and extending it out. Enjoying who we are and forming very beautiful connections. Relationships as sharing with others, not as people to fill empty space.
Allowing ourselves as humans to develop to our highest potential. DNA.
Creating our past, present & future from infinite possibilities & probabilities - from the consciousness in every Now. The emotion our beliefs engender empowers those possibilities. Understanding that our physical reality is holographic & malleable, our bodies included. Changing my idea of 'before' can change my 'Now.'
TRACK 2 - ASPECTS OF MYSELF
Transforming the energy line ancestrally through one's own emotional healing. / Shifting focus & dimensional realities. The seamless barrier between dimensions. Sharing experiences with alternate selves. / The many aspects to the personality self and the inner child. We have worked with the child who is afraid, but we have also the joyous, imaginative, carefree child; the magical child; the all-powerful child. Dominant traits tend to take over - nevertheless, all other aspects are still here and available to us. Coming to one's own aid. Self as oversoul to aspects of self. No limits to the self. / The story is we are Gods/Goddesses playing a game.
TRACK 3 - DO I HAVE TO DIE?
Dying and the human psyche. Changing channels. The miracle of human life and our outrageous emotional experiences. Fourth and fifth dimensionalities. Where are we heading? We are already there. Experiencing ourselves as non-separation, being of the music of the spheres. The importance of being In the Now and not striving for an outcome. The ego's fears.
TRACK 4 - THE BIGGEST LIE IS THAT YOU ARE NOT ENOUGH
Being in the allowance of who we are brings forth expanded consciousness, without the trying. When one is being in one's heart space, doing is the natural outcome of the joy in that moment. Reminding ourselves everyday - we are Perfect, Eternal Extensions of Source deserving all wondrousness. Remembering what we know. Changing a negative view of the world/self. What can I do? Nothing. It is about being, not doing.
TRACK 1 - TENTH PLANET / ANUNNAKI. YOU ARE NOT ALONE
Zecharia Sitchin’s 10th Planet. We have never been alone in our world and are not alone now. Mass consciousness changes possibility to probability. Shift from one dimension to another in multidimensionality can be merely a though. Physical reality looks concrete, but it is not. We each have enormous power and are not limited by mass consciousness.
Whole essence of nature is to be in wholeness. / Meditation - do whatever feels good for you. If you feel negative emotion has been stored in your body, you can change it by simply intending to release anything that doesn’t serve you.
TRACK 3 - SELF-SABOTAGE VS SIGNS FROM THE UNIVERSE / WORTHINESS / RIGHT ACTION
You can tell the difference by the feeling. Self-sabotage has a fear component. Engaging life so we don’t struggle. / Remind yourself who you are — a Perfect, Eternal Expression of Source. / Trusting that your soul knows what is most beneficial for you. Not necessary to ‘try too hard.’
TRACK 4 - HYPNOSIS TO CHANGE BELIEFS / FAIRIES
Anything that you use can be beneficial. Sacred places on Earth—there are none which are not sacred. / Fairies are in a way nature sprites and exist in a different frequency. Humans can change frequency and move inter-dimensionally because the walls between dimensions do not exist. It is a harmonic. Usually people who move inter-dimensionally and perceive things not usually available to the human eye do so inadvertently.
TRACK 5 - CLEARING NEGATIVE BELIEFS / WITHDRAWING FROM PEOPLE
You are more powerful than any other entity. You are not victims. What shows up in your life? If your life feels dark and gloomy and unhappy and you feel it is not even you, look at what you are moving in. Stop and breathe and be in your fullness, your bigness. Say your thank yous to bring yourself back into the light. / If other say you should be different, just remember that you can be the singing heart!
How to stop running around trying to ‘fix’ things. We all have an underlying fear of being powerless to make things better, precisely because it is innate in us to know what it is to be in happiness and harmony (regardless of seeming experience). The fear can be difficult to identify, low-lying, but the story doesn't matter. Fear is a resonance, a frequency. Dismiss the story, accept the feeling. When we stop trying to fix it, we transform it.
TRACK 2 - FEAR-MONGERING REALITY CHECK
Avoiding fear-mongering by maintaining your own center of balance. Putting the knowledge of our personal power into practice, not just intellectual belief. How to practice this knowing and realize our power. Electromagnetic energy: how we are affected by it and how we affect it. We are electromagnetic energy power plants! / Conducting good business - finding the key beliefs.
TRACK 3 - PAYING ATTENTION
Playing detective to find the fears/beliefs (past and present) behind personal injury, illness, physical difficulty. What we think we do or don't have is not important or even the 'truth' of a story. Rather it is about what we feel. The feeling of needing to 'get it right', being supported, etc. / Food and diet: paying attention to our bodies ( and everything else). Learning what feels good, and what does not. Giving thanks. How our bodies react to change in habits/regime.
What is cancer? The Collective Consciousness. Breakdown of the body's 'language': where and how dis-ease has manifested, and what was/is occurring at the time of manifestation. It’s not necessarily anything dramatic. It can be many things which accumulate low-level stress. / The point of identifying these outside stories is to be able to see our beliefs about ourselves in these situations and our emotional re-actions to our view of these stories.
TRACK 2 - TRANSFORMING BELIEFS
Transforming reactions, emotions, ideas. Recognizing that until certain beliefs are transformed, we will continue to recreate situations which bring forth the same feelings. Thanking this wake-up-call, finding the gifts in the situation and becoming more in knowledge of self, and more aware of the body, not taking it for granted or seeing it as unimportant. How the family copes.
TRACK 3 - THE AMAZING UNIVERSE WITHIN
How to help the body: listen to it, especially when it is telling us to stop and rest. Taking joy in simply being without having to do. Looking at how one's idea of self worth can be bound to ideas of doing and achieving. Introspection. Taking the time/opportunity to explore one's amazing and totally unique inner universe from whose resonance we create our day-to-day lives. / Why me? Why not me? Understanding that a situation is not a punishment. Creating energetic reversal. Lightheartedness.
TRACK 1 - DEATH & EXPANSION OF CONSCIOUSNESS / DIABETES
Approaching death is no guarantee of expanded awareness. Both before and after death, we are the creators of our reality.
No death is an accident, neither is any future probability fixed. Co-creation in the Now. / The divergence of individual paths. / Easing symptoms of diabetes, with possibility to cure. As we change & develop, we can change outcomes. More love!
TRACK 2 - VALID FEELINGS / CROP CIRCLES
Struggling with transformation and the the Aha! Moment. Whatever we feel, whether love or fear, is valid. In all our lives, the greatest factor is our feelings. They have a reality, in a way separate from the outside story. The mind can play tricks, but the feeling is real and a gift to transform our resonance. / Crop circle images not only sit in our minds, they also change our DNA. These beautiful designs remind us that we are not only not alone, we are cared about. Images worth contemplating.
TRACK 3 - INNER EARTH / DRUGS & CHEMICALS
Ongoing interactions between humans & our brethren of other dimensional realities. Since our scientific knowledge expanded without an accompanying expansion of consciousness, the possibility of disastrous outcomes increased. We are being closely watched to make sure that we, as a species, do not step too close to the edge. / No judgement regarding one’s choice to take drugs or chemicals, natural or manufactured, but ultimately it is why one is taking it which will have the most effect as some chemicals can harm the body and mind. There is no escape. Rather, there are ways – other ways - to transform. / Being directly connected to the Unified Field of Consciousness that knows no lack.
TRACK 4 - THE NAME ‘P’TAAH’
Resonance and a sound-by-sound breakdown of the name ‘P’taah’. / Our known history is but a very small fraction of our planet’s actual history. The stories which we have made into religions and the good and the bad that they have stood for, an encouragement to look at them all with an open eye and heart. What brings us together in love is wonderful – what separates us in fear is not. / The behavior of subatomic particles that only become solid & locatable when observed is proof that our consciousness changes matter.
What is a panic attack? Being far off one's centerpoint, & totally focussed on the fear - fear created from a false premise. A build-up of terror. Also a form of after-shock. What is the story, the fears? Identifying trigger-thoughts which promote the first explosion of panic, the explosion of the energy of fear. The experience of being powerless when within a full-blown panic attack. Feeling unable to change any situation, either as it is, or as we fear it may develop. A wondrous illustration of the powerful workings of the mental/emotional embodiment. Reminding ourselves of the greater truths of who we are.
TRACK 2 - USING YOUR INNER ROOM
Amazing health results from utilizing her 'inner room'. Direct communication with her higher Goddess self. Talks about how we can ask for a crystalline elixir representing the blueprint for the perfect body, and for our higher self to tell our body everything it yearns/needs to hear. This is a beautiful & gentle way to assist anyone, not just for healing or for attaining one's ideal weight, but also for maintaining strength & well being. The benefits of looking at what we believe about our body & aging - & how we think the body 'should' be at different stages of life. Becoming set in our ways of thinking & doing is a kind of atrophy.
A reminder of the kind of magic children can know, being in their bodies, being in the world. The blueprint of our perfection being physical, spiritual, mental & emotional all together - no differentiation. Recognizing our perfection in every now. Holding on to one's own peace & tranquility by taking a step back, & honoring everybody's divine right to their great drama. Maintaining one's own integrity. Allaying fears of not being enough, doubts in oneself. Trusting in timing
How to keep our heads when all others are losing theirs. How to be an oasis of calm, standing in our own power and sure in our own hearts we are not victims. / Being empathetic without becoming overwhelmed - remembering each one of us is a sovereign god, and there is a gift in every situation.
TRACK 2 - LOST FATHER
Love is absolutely the glue that holds it all together in whatever dimensional reality one finds oneself. This life is one tiny portion of the greater part of us and when we die, that tiny portion, in a way, goes home but in another way, does not go anywhere. Not only is our loved one still with us, but will always be with us. At soul level we exist, whether we have a physical body or not, as an expression of source.
A short discussion of suicide.
TRACK 3 - EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED
The balance of energy in these simultaneous space-time multiverses of infinite dimensions. A wider concept of 'justice'.
TRACK 4 - YOUR ROOM
Using one's breath and imagination to create/build a 'room' - a safe, beautiful, serene and comfortable haven with a multitude of uses. A place to rest and replenish; to access a library of information beyond normal conscious understanding; to meet with one's own Soul Essence; to invite other beings for heart-to-heart communication without fear, paving the way for an understanding and a communication we may then hold in physicality. (Refer to P'taah's guided meditation, Meeting with Your Soul.)
TRACK 5 - FAMILY & OLD FRIENDS
Using the Room to help one speak to family about tricky subjects. Family far beyond this reality.
Do not worry about the past - honor what it has been and allow it to be. Be open to new relationships.
How helpful the Room is as a space for healing, learning and expression of one's heart.